Feelin the fear again. It's friday after a week of vacation, and I've had a great time. IT's hard to keep down reality though. Friday comes and the voice asks "What next, what have you done? What is there to do? Can you create? NOwnownownownow"

Like I said, hard to fight the fear.

But over all good. I'll remind myself that I don't have to deliver right now, to just enjoy and sponge life while I can. Soon maybe I can set down and work, but not yet.

not yet.